Dear Baby,
Your Daddy and I loved you very much, but your Father up in heaven loves your more than we can even comprehend. I am comforted by the fact that the first arms you'll be in will be your heavenly Father's.
Save a place for me. Save some grace for me. We'll be there soon.
With love.
This past week has felt like eternity. It was filled with confusion, anger, bitterness, pain and sadness and a lot of prayers. What's left now? Sadness, comfort and love. I feel God holding me. I'm His child. My baby was His child.
I am so thankful for the amazing support system that God has blessed me with. My amazing husband, family and friends. I know a lot of people have been praying for us. We have felt the prayers and I don't think I would be in the state I'm in if it weren't for God. I've always thought I wouldn't be strong enough to go through something like this, it's amazing the strength you have when God's on your side.
There will always be an empty spot in my heart for my first child. But my God is greater and stronger than any crappy situation that can be thrown my way.
My heart will never be the same, but I'm telling myself I'll be okay. Even on my weakest day.
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